Sunday, May 30, 2010

to my silent readers

Diva and N thanks for commenting for me.. Yes it does help boost up
My confidence when I see my readers commenting. Thanks a lot.
Diva I read your blog mashalah waid 7ilo.. We'll qi9a 7elwa ba3ad
Keep it up and try to post frequently.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

for wafooya

i kept my promise oo ketabtlich 4 posts i know they are not long bs wala ma3nde wakt.. i wont be posting soon the next two weeks willbe hectic bs i will try to post more ... for u ..

love kills 10

farah: ra7 asam7ik khaled leana everyone makes mistakes oo ana a7ibik waid fa i will forgive u bs please dont do it again






khaled: inshalla 7bebty






farah: i have to go bye





i cloed the phone minaa and continued crying shloon chethy esawe he had SEX! and hes only 16! wae3 ohwa wa95 yarabi y didnt i see this from the beginning before falling in love with him... i really hope he doesnt do it again bs i cant trust him mu mithil gbel bs i will have to give him more leana mabe a59era and i know men have needs





incoming call jana





farah: hello





jana: hi






farah: hi








jana: eshfeech








farah: khaled had sex with a hooker and i forgave him bs i cant trust him a7iba madri shasawe





jana: that asshole hatha 7aywan he will do it again






farah: no he wont he promised me







jana: we will see





farah: tben ne6la3









jana: yalla where










farah: pick me up please










jana: k be there in 10










i really needed to go out and relax eshweya ba6 chabdy khaled and the way he said it ma china met7asif, i cant do this anymore i have to break up with him magdar.







dialling khaled





khaled: hala







farah: its over







khaled: shnu







farah: you fucking hear me






khaled: eb halsohola








farah : DONT U FUCKN BLAME ME UR THE ONE THAT CHEATED ON ME AND STUCK UR PENIS INTO SOMEONE ELSE"S VAGINA ! I CANT TRUST U KHALED ENTA MAT7BNE UR A FUCKN LIaR AND U BROKE ME







oo 9akait il 5a6 eb wayha

love kills 9

incoming call khaled



farah: ALooo




khalid: hiiii




farah: hehehe hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii








khaled: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii





farah: lool bssss eheheh











khaled: 7bebti











farah: hala 7yati








khaled: bsafer this weekend bru7 lebnan ma3a rab3i











farah: are u going to be able to talk to me











khaled: wala la2 not that much leana ana kila ma3a rb3i fa mara7 agdar









farah: SHNU YA3NE MARA7 TGDAR im sure ur friends have girlfriends









khaled: ee they doo bs ma eklmunhum








farah: aha ok !




khaled: eshfech








farah: kalamik mu muqne3 bs ok 3la ra7tik











i closed the phone minaaa i was very upset thats a bullshit excuse! shnu ma yegdar ekalmnee bfhaaaam! ma7ib chethy ... im so upset minaaa walah thayg khelgy








3 days later






incoming call khaled: ana raye7 lebnan al7en barkab e6ayara 7bebti







farah: tawek etdg 3alai wainik 6ul ilyoum







khaled: ensha'3alt 7bebti anyways i have tog go love u bye











he closed the phone WTF ppl! mu men9idjaaa he is getting on my last nerve.. anyways i waited for four hours mako msg mina ena we9al oo i ignored this annoying feeling in my heart 7asait eni maqmoota walah ... maybe he really cant call bs msg he can msg! i dont get it bs i love him too much so i will accept it !





later that night



incoming call 00961 ...


farah: alo







khaled: hala 7bebty






farah: KHALED ENTA WAINIK MADAZAIT MSG ENIK WE9alt








khaled: ensh'3lt sorry









farah: ok!







khaled: i have to tell u something










farah: shnu










khaled: kina ana welrabi3 bil club ! oo masawait shay ga3d ana oo ohma e5rbe6un chan teyeli hooker oo she touched my private place.. 3aad ehna chan adou5 wela engum ana welrabi3 na5th '3uraf bil hotel .. dfa3na for 3 hours.. oo i had sex with her!













farah: NA3AM!











khaled: i had sex with a hooker














farah; WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U UA RE SO SICK IN THE HEAD ISHLUN ETNAM WITH A BITCH HAAA U FUCKN CHEATED ON ME ! O ANA SHNU IN UR LIFE ANOTHER GIRL ! TO PLAY WITH FAHEMNE!













i started crying hysterically i couldnt believe this i couldnt









khaled: im sorry 7bebti










i continued crying and crying ..












khaled: SAm7eni 7bebty wala a7ibich im really sorry it was a mistake

love kills 8

i closed the phone from khaloodi 3shan abadel ebser3a ! .. so i wore purple pants with a flowy top on top of it .. high heels cuz mashalaa he is so tall 180 ... and i went down to the car with my mom and msged my baby telling him we were on the way.


one message recieved khalid

wainich







reply

tawna dashaina il yamouk yala e6la3 bara baitkum



one message recieved

whats the car



reply bmw 735 LI white



we9alna wela ashoof 7bebi wagef bara... rekab esayara ebser3a and i turned around in my seat to look at him... i told him i loved him in front of my mama and i could see her smiling and he said he loved me too without hesitation



mama: shloonik khaled






khaled: il7mdilla eb5air 5alti entay shloonich





mama: 7mdila alah yesalmik ..



mama: farah



farah: na3am mama



mama: mataben tg3den wara yam khalid




farah: ( i blushed ) ummmm madri






mama: gooomay g3dai wara ebser3a ne6ay



i jumped wara oo khalid mesaknee cuz the car was moving oo ga3ad wara yama .. iwas soo shy and i could see him smiling.... he whispered to me i love your mom... hehe




khalid: schloonich 7bebty






farah: .....




he held my hands .. we interlocked our fingers i felt shivers through out my whole body , he was making me nervouse, especially he was so comfortable in front of my mother..i smiled to him..


we arrived at al dente.. italian restaurant bil movenpick!





we were still holding hands and my mom was fine with it completely.. i was fine with it... we walked in and he sat next to me .. we were still holding hands bs under the table ...it was an amazing feeling ... we ordered pastas and mama sat there interrogating khaled .


mama: ay madrisa enta



khaled: al asma3e eb qur6oba


mama: eee 7ukomaaaa .. wala zain 7agik



khaled: il7imdilla 5alteee



mama: shid 7ailik ya ewlaidi enta eb7esbat wildi al7eeen


khalid: tslimeeen khalteee



khalid: khalteee may5alif agulich shay






mama: ee etfathal





khalid: dam fathlich 5alte, ana a7ib faroo7a waid oo nawe a56ibha minkum awal mat5araj inshalala





i was beyond shocked omg he is actually seriouse about me wow a7ibaaaa




khalid: faroo7a eshfeech






farah: i love u khalid .. taby tetzawajneee





khalid: akeeed 7bebti






mama: wain betsafrun hal 9aif






khaled: bru7 ma3a rab3e lebnan oo ahale beru7un montreux swaisra




mama: e7na 3indina sheqa ehnaaak oo faroo7a bedsh madrisa 7ag il ettiquette its two months.. e5itha bedish camp ma3a rfjtatha we7na benru7 canada 7ag o5oha enshoof shebhabeb






farah: ( whispering to khalid) ta3al swaisra ana weyak benkun alone








khalid: tbeni ayey weshlun il madrisa








farah: akeed abeeek.. oo i can go out everyday







khalid: ok I WILL COME






farah: 9ij 7bebi







khaled: akeed ( he winked and i melted completely).








we had a wonderful dinner .. we took khaloodi home and i was smiling all the way to my home. il7mdilla my mother loved him 7mdilla

love kills 7

i went home and walke dup to my room.. i was in a daze i was love struck ! i couldnt help but not smile .. he was an amazing kisser and i cant believe i actually went to the chalet... but hey when you love someone you cant stop what you are doing even though it is wrong... i got into the shower, i turned it to hot water, i let the hot water run down my body .. i loved the feeling of hot water, even though it makes me feel dizzy .. i touched my body i felt horny i still do... once you kiss a guy you cannot stop.. i was singing in the bathroom " i love you always forever near or far always together you and me always forever i love you!" and then i felt a sudden pang in my heart i missed him already unbelievable how this man has captured my heart, my mind, my soul, my everything then i started singing " when you are gone the pieces of my heart are missing you " and then i started singing when i left the shower " youa re verything everything that i wanted we were meant to be suppossed to be but we lost it" i was singing so loudly ma 7asait be my phone vibrating or my mom yelling .


BAM~


mama: ESHFEEECH SARLE SA3a anadeech


farah: weeh sorry mommy i didnt hear you , i was singing



mama: inshalla doom ashoofich chethy far7ana .. lehadaraja 3li esawe feech chethy she whispered 3shan oboi ma yesma3.



farah: oo akthar yumma i know we seem young and we are both only 16 but we are in love truely in love.




mama: i hope he is good 7bebtii.. yalla badlay its 6 oo we will pick him up at 7




farah: ok mommy.




i went to my phone ma chayakta men dashait il 7amam one missed call khaloodi , one missed call jana ( my friend).



dialling khaloodi



khalid: alooo



farah: hii 7beby sorry i was singing ma 7asait bil phone




khalid: la 3ady hehe shet"3ane il 7ilwa eshda3wa '3aneeeli








farah: 9ooti mu 7ilooooo 7beby





khalid: i dont care just sing to me







farah: qarart amoot eb 7ubak...





khalid: bsss






farah: mu 7afthetaaaa






khalid: enzain an english song






farah: " its the things you do that will make me fall so in love with you i cant have it all , its the things you do , all i want to do is be with you.. "



khalid: eshweyaaa











farah: khaloodi bss aste7i magdar zain mini rethait i sing










khalid: heheh khalas khalas





farah: eshlabes











khalid: polo , oo shorts !











farah: FUCKN HOT







khalid: elsanich ya bnt !












farah: sorry








khalid: eshlabsaa








farah: you will see if i tell you then i have to kill you hehe











khalid: AAAAAAAAAAAA5 ebtethbe7eeeni








farah: dont you love me













khalid: yes i do

im sorry

im sorry i didnt post.. 9ar 3indina thuroof ooo i was so busy with jam3a stuff and my friend is getting a divorce or thinking of it fa i am there for her. wala loya im sorry wafooya cuz getlich i will post thrusday when i didnt. i will be posting 4 posts today for wafooya she is the only one commenting. i appreciate that.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

no post

i am pretty jammed with jam3a work.. i just have alot to do... so i will be posting on thursday .. night or afternoon depends bs ra7 a3awethkum i will be posting 8 posts in the weekend .. get ready to sit and be shocked heheh

Sunday, May 23, 2010

love kills 6

i slept peacefully that night forgetting to put my phone on vibration 3ashan khaled ega3dnee oo ham nesait a7e6 il alarm ! i woke up suddenly faj2a it was 8:30 FUCK! be6ufne il class and its in 30 minutes... ana ma7ad ega3dnee cuz im suppossed to be responsible for myself! mama nesat a9lan heheeh i checked my phone wela 25 missed calls men khaloodi omg hes still calling


me: alooo ( sleepy voice)



khaled: wa25eran ga3adtai 3ayazt wana adig 3alaich ana bil class ga3ed a5er shay 3shan agdar adg 3alaich ( he says whispering)




me: sorry 7beby .. yala 5an agum abadl ebser3aaa oo adig 3alaik awal markba esayara







i closed the phone i wore capri beige parmodas with a white shirt and gucci flats and tied my hair into a bun and ran to the driver and off to school.. i got there on time 7mdilla




one message recieved khaloodi


7bebty laish madagaitay







reply


sorry knt mesta3yelaaaa






one message recieved khaled


ee chan dazaitay msg






reply


sorry 7bebii




one message recieved khaloodi


its ok..e sa3a cham ilyoum







reply


at 7 benmurik!




one message recieved khaloodi

ok.. faroo7a aby ashoofich please 5aleni a5thch after school neg3ad two hours then aridich find an excuse




reply
khalas murni at 10 akhals baby... agul 7ag my driver not to come ... oo ill msg mama now






one message recieved khaloodi



ok ! see you










3aad ana kilish mu kash5atlaaaa ombay heheheheh bs kaifa he should accept me the way i am .
i sent a msg to mama telling her ena bru7 3ind rawan umha ebta5thnaaa oo benru7 there to study for the wuiz tomorrow oo ena 36ait il sayeq il 3enwan oo byeni there at 2






one message recieved mama

call me







i finished class and called mama




mama: alo






me: hi mama








mama: ma fahamt shay bil message !





me: baru7 3ind rawan ebnadres umha ebta5than oo glt 7ag esayq eyeni ehnaaak







mama: mino umhaa .. ay rawan wain baithum ( typical kuwait mother question)




i answered all her questions she seemed satisfied



incoming call khaled





farah: im coming wainik



khaled: 3ind il madres yala 6l3ai







i got into the car and i was smiling oh god how much i love him i cant believe im risking my life for him bs a7iba and when u truely love someone u would do anything for them.



we were holding hand the whole way and he kept kissing my fingers aa5 everytime he kisses any part of my body i feel an electric shock through my body especially in my private part ... he makes me horny ...








Khaled: tfathalai da5el el shalet 7bebty









farah: thanks







he came closer to me .. and he placed his lips on mine.. we were kissing for so long i felt dizzy.. he let go of me and carried me into the bedroom he laid me down on the bed so softly and he smiled his devilish smile and he took of his shirt ....oo enseda7 fogi and he started kissing me again .. i caressed his back and he kept moaning cuz he loves that .. he came to my neck and he started kissing my neck soo slowly he placed his other hand under my shirt and started fondling my breasts aaaaah ra7 amoot walah .. this make out session went for two hours
it was the best two hours ever .......we had to leave becaus ei had to go homeee






khaled: 7bebtii di5t








farah: mu kethri khaloodi a7ibik u know that and i took his handss








khaled: 3indi lich ehda2








enti 7elwa enti 7elwa ma feeh a7la menha kelma eb ib 3aini e9ara7a ayaa men il jamal ayaa men il jamal entay 7ilwa entay 7ilwaa






farah: alaaah 7bebiii i love this song hehee








khaled: i love you ...






farah: i have a song for u too




yes2elooni laih a7ibik 7ub ma 7aba bashar oo laih enti eb 7ayati shamsaha wenti il gumar







khalid: 7elwaaa 7bebty







he dropped me off in school 6b3an i called the driver to come to school and take me and i told him to lie for me.. he always does ya7lialaaa hehe ... i went home thinking of khaled and our endless make out session it was hot



khaled ( walah a7ibha hal bnayaa baree2aaa etyanen abeeeha 7agii )

love kills 5

mama: farah 9ikai il telefone men khalid oo ta3aleli il dar


farah: inshallah ... khalood baby aru7 7ag umy wayeelik



khaled: inshallah 7bebtii ana akalmich ba3dain badish il dewaniya now



farah: ok bye



farah: hala mama




mama: hi .. please sit down



farah: oook



mama: do you really love him



farah: mhhmmmm





mama: embayen 3alaich.. listen i understand that you are in love wembayen 3alaih 5oosh walad , because he had the guts to actually call me .. i am happy for you how about we go out tomorrow awadekum casper and gambini's il kaneesa .. oo we pick him up eshrayich( she said smiling) .



farah: really mama







mama: YES .. i want to get to know him







farah: thank you maama ( kissed her on both cheeks)









dialling khalid




khalid: hala i3baid









farah: heheeheh 7beeebii
'



khaled: a7mmm eshfeek




farah: e6la3 bara il duwaneya aby akalmik




khaled: la7tha eshwey ( i can hear him getting up and walking outside)







khalid: 5air 7bebtii eshfech faro7a






farah: mama wants to get to know you oo she said ena be6al3na tomorrow ..



khaled: 9ij walah ya7lailha 5alteee






farah: so we are picking u up




khaled : ok ma3ndi manee3 7bebtiii .. bdsh now they are giving me looks mwaaaaah 7bebtii ne6reni i will call u tonight







farah: ok hot stuff bye










i got of the phone men khalid with a big smile on my face i really love him i really do 3sa alah etamem 3alainaaa inshalla ... i went to sit in the living room with mama and baba oo my sister dalia ooo my brother akbar mini kan tawa rad men 6al3a ana 16 oo ohwa 18 esma fahad.. oo my sis kanat 12 .. il muhem ga3den nesma3 t7al6um umy kal 3ada tshteki men khalte ahahhaa always umy ili rabathaaa ... 9arat 11 pm wela msg men khaloodi .. yalla 7bebty adig now.. i replied saying yes.. i got up and wished everyone goodnight .. we both had school the next day bagy 2 weeks wakhals summer school oo my class was at 9.



incoming call khaled



farah: aloooo






khaled: aaa5 9ootich edawe5neee





farah: hehehehehehee








khalid: 7bebty aby abooosich i miss ur lips






farah: yala kiss me








khaled: lat3athbeeni ya galbiii .. mataben phone sex






farah: shino hatha










khaled: walah 7adch bare2aaaa y3nee sex on the phone we talk dirty to one another










farah: ok






khaled: 7bebtu fis5ai ihdumich







OK YOU GUYS ITS GOING TO GET DIRTY AS I SAID NO JUDGMENTS IM SURE SOME OF U HAVE DONE THESE THINGS LOvE IS BLIND





farah: fsa5t 7bebi




khaled: t5ayalai ana al7en ma3ach in one bed oo ana im kissing ur neck and moving down slowly and licking ur nipples










farah: aaaah it feels soo good







khaled: i wana do that for real eshrayich you ditch school bacher oo enru7 il chalet ana amurich men il madrisa waridich ..









farah: shagool 7ag umy ...







khaled: say ebt6l3een ma3a a friend oo then benrid school cuz ehya 3ndaha activitiy








farah: inshalla i will bs a5af enta ma3ndik licences eheh










khaled: dont worry ur safe with meee












farah: la khaled im not ready walla










khaled: 3la ra7tich














farah: thursday il 3a9er for 6 hours i am all yours we can go together eshrayik







khaled: 9ij walah









farah: a7ibik khaled














khaled: amooot 3alaich yala goodnight 7bebty











farahL goodnight 7bebi wake me up tomorrw enta 3ndik dawam bil school at 8 fa ga3ednee 8 please











khaled: inshalaaaaa bye mwaaaaah










farahL wain a7e6haaa










khaled: on ur booobs aaa5














farah: hahahaha bye













khaled: byeeee

hi everyone

this story is based on a true story everything is real as i said no judgements ... bs i am glad i am able to write this 7mdilla i am soo over him it took me two years... anyways i am upset mu waid are commenting... and i dont have alot of followers! please if you know ppl that read blogs tell them about mine... i will be posting tonight inshalla

Friday, May 21, 2010

love kills 4

" I woke up the next day I had this heavy feeling in my heart! I couldn't sleep well I missed him 7beby waked ohwa
Kan ga3ed e7ateeeni ana lazm adg 3alai lazm! 6ala3t bara my room to check itha my parents were home bs
7mdilla they weren't so I took the oppurtunity ena to use the house phone "


Dialling 99.....


Khaled: aloo


Farah: kkhallid! ( Crying!)


Khalid: 7bebty ESHFECH! I was so worried about u maradaitay 3ala my msgs oo ur phone emsakar!





Farah: 6aguniii khaloodi.. Ma9adegaw ena we actually love each other!




Khalid: omg 7bebty I'm soo sorry this happened to you!




Farah: khaled et7bneee




Khaled: amooot 3alaich 7bebty




Farah: will you do something for me




Khalid: anything




Farah: will you call my mother now and tell her that u are seriouse




Khalid: ok give me the number




Farah: 996.....



Khalid: akalmha wadg 3la baitkum 5alech next to the phone




Farah: ok 7beby thnx



" I sat next to the phone like a crazy maniac!!! I waited for 5 minutes bs it seemed like two hours!"


The phone ranf!


Farah;Alooo!



Khaled: baby!




Farah: 6ameni e9ar!




Khaled: she is ok with us being together getlaha aby atzawejich! Later on!





Farah: u do!





Khaled: akeed I am seriouse!!!



Farah; wow




Khaled: go take ur mobile and call me! Ur mom said it was ok!




Farah: ok!




" I ran to mamas room snatched my phone chiny awal mara ashooofa!!!! , mama called the house oo kalematne
She told me she approves and he seems seriouse oo el daleel ena kalamnee ana umich! Ma7ad yetjara2 bs he
Risked it for u! Walah wild nas oo aby ashoofa bacher ba6al3kum, I was so happy I told her I loved her she just laughed at me
And said go talk to him"

love kills 3

" So khalid and I have been together for almost one month oo e7na eb august oo summer school is almost done.. We have been seeing each other one a daily basis.. It was hard to find excuses bs I managed to do so.. We loved each other.. Anyways fa today I was going to see him eb 7adeqat mishref
And I am just so excited.. I still get that nervouse feeling and the tight feeling in my stomache chini baraji3.. Anyways.. I got up from my afternoon nap.. I wore jeans and a nice shirt that's flowy.. I told my mom ena bru7 starbucks mishref to study with two friends."


Khalid: hala 7bebty hala bil zain kilaa


Farah: ( I was too shy heheh chini awal mara shooofa god I love love!!!) Hi hehe


" He took my hand in his and we were walking around finally we found tables fa I sat on top of the table oo he was standing facing me, there was another bag and
He got me a necklace.. It was colored really pretty with earrings! I put them on and I really loved the fact that he spoilt me with gifts..faj2a madri e9ar feni I felt very dizzy fa I was going to fall from the table and he held me oo maskeen kan me5teri3 7bebi
Walaah a7ibaa waid .. Ok I had boyfriends before him everyone has a past that they are not proud of bs ma knt a7bhum never did bs ohwa a3tebra my first love! And my first boyfriend. Then I got
A msg from e5ti saying ena ohma yayen starbucks mishref! Shit!!!! E5ter3t then mama calls me edawerne! Getlaha ana bil bait! Men I'll 5ar3a
I ran like someone was trying to kill me I ran so fast got into the car and told the driver to speed home!I told them to tell mama that we were eb starbucks mishref
Anyways got home fuck mama was in the garage ! We7na garagna ta7at I'll arth!fuck! Mama 6a7at 3alai!


Mama: wain kintay!

Me: starbucks!


Mama: latchathbeeeen!


Me: I'm sorry mama I told her the whole salfa and that it was seriouse! She slapped me! Then slapped my sister!

Mama: give me ur phone!


Me: ana 9ara7tich expecting u would understand cuz u and baba were bf and gf!!! Gbel latetzawejun!


Mama: KINA BJAm3a!


Me: mal shiqil! Not all men are the same and he really loves me!


6b3an sarat salfa umy galat 7ag oboi oo en6agait they took my phone away! Oo kent waktha in the summer ena ana bdsh ettiquete school with my friends
Eb swaisra its foug sheqatna 5 min away oo ena e5ti betkun one hour away in another camp with her friend! Oo ahale kanaw ebyg3dun one week then
Leave for canada! 7ag o5oi! He studies there fa kina benkun alone for a month.anyways 3ugub esalfa welmnaa7a I defended him saying we are in love! Bs ma efhamuni.. I couldn't sleep that
Night mate3awdt ena maklmaaa he's the love of my life!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

love kills 2

' 7mdilla khaled and i are doing ok so far... but it has been a week and i am in love with him.. in know its sounds too early .. but sometimes we cannot control what we feel! ... "

khalid calling

farah: aloo

khalid: halaaaaw sha5barich


farah: zainaaa 7mdillaaa


khalid: good good fROO7A!



farah: hehehehe eshfeek meshta6



khalid: madrii hehe ana im in the bathroom malat il madrisaaa im ditching class hhaha



farah: hehehe okay




kkhaldi: tadreen ana there is a place i want to show my girlfriend 7adeqat shuwai5 oo widi atmasha ma3aha bain il ebyout



farah: mita ashoofik !



khalid: today





farah: ok at 7





khalid : ok



" i was 16 then so i couldnt drive! ... so i was excited to meet him .. i wore a training oo refa3t sha3re kubaa malikhilg .. oo plus i want him to love me for me and not for my looks even though back then i was fat.,"


farah: MAMA!




mama: YUma eshfeech tara masma3 oo ana asashwer sha3reeee


farah: bru7 starbucks i3dAILYA MA3A FARAH AL X oo farah al x yes kilina farahsss



mama: mu e6awleeen ok







farah: inshalla mama



" i got into the van.. i told my driver to go to shuwai5 garden .. my maid was laughing.. tadre shesalfaa hehehe.. i was nervouse .. oo my driver 7as shesalfa chan agula dont tell mama and if she asks you where i went tell her starbucks i3daileya with two girls ok! .. he just kept shaking his head lool 9ij hindi! .."


incoming call khalid








farah: aloo


khalid: hiiiiiiiiiiiiii






farah: heheheheh






khalid: eshfeech teth7eken



farah: i am nervouse!




khalid: laish


farah: i have never done this before







khalid: lol lat7ateeen wain we9altai




farah: 2 mins away ooh kaneee sheftik enta !






khalid: bye







" i got down from the car and i warned the driver not to tell anyone oo just stay in the car.. i went to him and we started walking bain il ibyut and he had a bad in his hand madri what it is fa lama wa5arnaa oo 9erna out of sight.. he stopped me.. 6ab3an khalid is 180 cm oo ana 168 fa ohwa a6wal miny eb waid mashala oo ohwa mamlu7 bs mu 7ilo ya3nee 3ady ... anyways we stopped and he got out a small box from his hand ana e5ter3T 3bale he is going to propose hehe.. he got out a small golden ring with 3 diamonds on it wow it looks nice.. i started tearing up because ana a7ibaaa and he doesnt know that i put the ring on my finger.. i was flyong up in the air... so then he took my hand and placed it in his and we started walking in between the houses laughing and enjoying our time.. then we9alnaa il 7adeeqa we sat on the benches and we sat there looking at each other and i leaned in i wanted to kiss him i soo wanted to taste his lips but i couldnt so i kissed his cheeks... he felt ena i wanted to kiss him so he leaned in and kissed me on my lips wowww amaing and then he moved away looked at me again and then we kissed again .. it was amazing i could feel my insides burning up . i love him and i told him "


farah: khalid



khalid: mmmm


farah: i love you khalid







khalid: i lvoe you too 7bebtyy




" 7a6 rasa 3la 7athnii ooo i was playing with his hair... i love his hair china da3ayat sunsilk... we talked for a while until mama called and i noticed 9arlena 4 hours ga3deen oo ma 7asait bil wakt! oo shitt i got up to leave hesitantly i didnt want to go .. i just wanted to be with him forever .. oo i love love but i didnt know it would kill me in the end"

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

hey

heloooooooooo my wonderful readers!

wafooyaa thanks for the comment 7bebtiii


i will be posting in the weekend .. but today and tomorrow i have a lot of work to do for jam3aa! i am graduating this summer its been 5 years ugghhh! la3at chabdi hehe! i am an english literature major i know boring! thats y i keep failing! heheeh anywaays!

there will be four posts starting thursday night! so check then love u all

Monday, May 17, 2010

love kills 1

my name is farah and i have had my share of boyfriends before but i never actually loved them... it all started when my sister met someone and her boyfriend hooked me up with his best friend.. i talked to him for a while and that when i saw the one that made me shiver whenever i saw him the one that i thought was the man i was talking too when actaully it was his friend esmaaa khalid...and then i broke up with the guy i was talking to because my sister's boyfriend dazle msg telling me he loved me oo madri shinooo .. i was 15 , i was young and immature fa 9adagtaaaa oo kalamtaa bs ham ma7abaitaaaa.. until my grandfather died alah yer7ama that same day he broke up with me .. gale ur a good person bs ana maby atzawaj.... that night ri7t anam eb bait yaditi men 9oub umy.. nimt ma3a khalte in the same room .. i love sleeping with her she is soo much fun .. until my phone beeped .. wakthaa kan 3indi nokia 8800 .. oo it was 12 belaill.... "


farah: aloo



man: haya






' i quickly 9akait il telefone oo threw it 3ala khalte khalaithaaa etkalmaaa bs kan embyen ena kan e3arfneee fa i took the phone minhaaa oo kalamta yes khalte is coool"



farah: 5air





man: ana khalid tethakerain lama kntai etshofeen zayood ( zaid is the first guy i talked to ) ana ili knt ma3ah !.. bs hatha mu mawthu3na ana 16 oo tadreen ana asoog bedun licence ooo azooz ( aziz is the one i dumped zaid for ) bag esayara oo madri wain ra7 oo mu ga3ed erid 3ala a7ad oo shft raqmich ebtelefonaaa as my wife!







farah: ok but we just broke up eshtabeeni asawe






khalid: bs kalmeeeh shaklaaa methayg oo 5al eridleee esayara please..





farah: inshaalla i will call him now...



khalid: thanks oo call me back please



farah: inshalla






calling 99......





aziz: alo







farah: aziz ur friend khaled called egul bayeg esayra eshfeek methayg feek shay





aziz: la ma feni shay salamtich ana kane al7eeen baridlaaa esayaraaa





farah: ok bye








calling 9......




khalid: alo






farah: hi khaled bagulik ena azziz beridlik esayra al7eeen ok




khalid: mashkoura waid witha u need anything ana mawjoud







farah: umm thnxxxx











" i went to sleeep peacefully... and i woke up the next day to find two missed calls men khaled ana 3baleee fehum shay... so i decided to call... weh ma eshelaaa... oo 3ad ana lama akun ta3bana masma3 il telefon lama edig ......i went downstairs to have breakfast weya khalateee o yaditii.. i had coco pops for breakfast yummy my favouritee... after a while i can hear my phone vibrating in my pockets sheft il raqam wela khaled gimt men e6awlaaa to pick it up"







farah: alloo





khalid: hala farah schlounich







farah: tamam alah esalmik.. umm 5air khaled buqait shay because u called me






khalid.. umm la walla kint dag to check up on you bs







farah: umm mashkour maga9art bs il7imdilla i am fine






khalid: tbeeen shay i have to go






farah: salamtik thanks bye









khalid: alah esalmich bye






" from that day i couldnt stop thinking about him .. ombay i actually fell in love with him... oo ana ma3arfaa 3adel wela a3arif ohwa men wildaaa.... i just turned 16 oo kint eb grade 10, i attended an american schoool.. fa waktha kint ma5tha algebra bil summer,.. yes we have summer school as well... oo kint waktha 3aydata again for the 3rd time ugggh i hate math........ then i got a msg .... it was from khaled.. it was a cheesy forward thats asking how r u ... fa i replied saying i am fine 7mdillaa... thats when he called me ... i sent him a msg 3ogob ma 9ar missed call ena i am in class fa he said mita etkhalseen getla 1:30.. at 1:30 exactly he called me again"





incoming call 99........




farah: hi









khaled: hi schloonich





farah: tamam zaina il7imdilla







khaled : good good





farah: umm khaled







khaled; hala








farah: i really like you khaled 9ij ma3arfik bs i really do .. oo its only been 2 days!




khaled: i like you too


" and i believed him i really did believe him"

my new story

hi everyone i know khalast starstruck ebser3aaa bs i ran out of my ideas ...bs i am starting a new story ...... about my life and fe R rated ....oo ili ma yaby yegraaa la7ad yegraa and i want no judgements.. thanks

starstruck 26 finale

" 5 years later.... we were all living in our houses 7mdilla kelshay khala9naaa.. o we have a beautiful compound in messilaa. we were all happy with our husbands.. i am pregnant with a boy and lulu is pregnant with a girl.... and arraya gave birth to a boy baby yousif and now is pregnant again with twins! mashallah...."


incoming call mustashfa il moasat




sarah: hawww minoo dag 3alai men il mustashfaaaa







faisal: madri 7bebty shofay minooo








sarah: ALOOO







mustashfa: esalma 3alaikum sarah il flani 9a7









sarah: ee na3am ana ehyaaaa








mustashfa : 3atham alah ajerkum flan il flani tewaafa ilyoum e9ub7 oo 9arlaaa 4 sineeen oo ohwa kan bil mustashfa kan emsawe 7adith waid chayed.. bs galenaaa ma engulikum ! ma yaby a7ad fekum egul ena athakum waid









sarah: ...... mmmmashkkkooora e5ttiiii ana yaaaayaaaa al77eeen







" all of a sudden i burst out crying .. i cried for the days that our relationship with our father was ruined.... i cried for the days ena 7atan ma 7awalnaaa en6el 3alai ohwa obunaaa after all... 9elat il ra7um ma3a obunaaaa ma e3tarafnaaa feeeh.... and now he is dead and he didnt even get to see the kids or be a grandfather.... alah yer7amik ya yuba oo eqamid rou7ik ejana ana emsam7itik yubaaa...... i told everyone oo kilihum they scrambled into two cars oo 6erna il moasat i was still crying ......... arraya was crying na9ooor held strong ... bs i knew that he was affected in some way.. dashaina il mustashfaaa and we went and sat with baba's dead body for a while.... then we signed the papers ena khalas ... eqasluna 7ag il defaaan.... nasser oo faisal ra7aw il jareeda 3shan e7i6un i3laaaaan... the days after that was a blur with the 3aza and everything "






months later.. lulu and i gave birth i named my son feras and she named her daughter farah... array gave birth to her twins ham kanaw banat she na,ed them cady and misk.... we were all very happy living happily but there wasnt a day where we didnt remember our beloved father.....alah yer7amaaa oo eqamid eru7aaa il janaaa.... oo we remind our children everyday of their grandfather.. oo ma 7awalna engulihum ashya2 ..mu zaina 3an yadhum.. il7imdilla we are fineee now oo happy

Sunday, May 16, 2010

hii

hello my lovely readers!

i am planning to wrapping up this story its is ending sooon after 2 or 3 posts ya3ne by tomorrow bekhals!

however, i am planning on writing another story ! i am changing the names bs the events and everything iin it is true,... it is based on a true story of my life! the one that shattered me completely! i am doing this 3shan tet3alemun ... from my experience...

starstruck 25

" lulu and nasser were inseperable after the incident that happened their love grew stronger, and now that we know what really happened to her in the past that made her the way she is... is cinsidered ok! because it is not her fault. Faisal and arraya are ok with nasser getting back to lulu and leaving faye.. faisal wasnt ok with it because its his sister... but i told him that nasser and i will talk to her and see what she has to say,.."


faye:ee 7bebyy agoolik nasser mu ehneee... ba3ad shasawe enta geltli matabeni atzawejik


mysteriouse man: fayoon and getlich lazem akawen nafse.... bs entay u made things harder... by getting married you didnt wait for me!





faye: la walla eyeni wa7ed eyanen oo arfetha 3shan 7athritik taby etkawen nafsik...




mysteriouse man : ana asif 7agich 3alai yala te6alegai aby atqadamlich !





faye: im glad eb 7arakteee hathi 7arakt shay da5el galbik!





mysteriouse man: u did this to make me jealouse !





faye: AKEED




mysteriouse man: are u a virgin did u let him touch u







faye: NO








mysteriouse man: good it shows enich it7ibneee








faye: I DO





" e7na re7na bait lulu oo ana ooo na9ooor tawna dasheeen il bait"




Faye: akalmich ba3dain yalla bye








nasser: eshfeech met5a9biga!






faye: ha ma feeni shay akalim umy










nasser: ee ok ge3dai bakalmich ebmawthu3








faye: me too









nasser: you first









faye: no you








sarah: R WE GOING TO SIT HERE ALL DAY AND PLAY I DO AND YOU DO ! KHALSOOOONI








faye: i want a divorce.....






nasser: why












faye: fay explained everything to him .. (he was surprised ena faye chethy .. wala el banat they can trick u ! ) oo hathi esalfa









nasser: entay 6aleg







faye: ebhalsohoola i didnt think u would agreee




nasser: leana 7atan ana ma7ibech ana a7ib lulu ooo abeeeha





faye: i am glad its settled then .. mino begul 7ag faisal









sarah: i will







" i went back home to find faisal making a salad.. i ran up to his side gave him a soft kiss on his lips and i asked him to sit down .. i told him the whole salfa kan 7ada em3a9b yaby e6ig faye! bs getla khalas everything happens for a reason oo na9ooor mu ne9ebhaaa... oo hatha ili it7ibaaa ebyetqadamlaaaaha"




faye: 7beeby ana te6alagt








mysteriouse man: lA WALLA MEDACH









faye: yup 6ela3 hes in love with someone else...










myseteriouse man: mita ayeech 7bebty !







faye: kaifik!






mysteriouse man : ok 7bebty eshwey wdg bye








incoming call 997........




faisal: mino dag hal 7aza esa3a 10 belail









sarah: shoof mino








faisal: aloooo







man: esalam 3alaikum o5oi







faisal: 3alaikum esalam








man: ana asif adig 3alaik hal 7azaaaa bs ana a7ib faye e5tikkk oo en7ib ba3ath men sinna after her incident weya her fiancee we met ... oo we hit it off oo getlaha tan6erne eshweya 3ala ma akawen nafse ,,, bs alah ehadeha ma en6erat oo tezawejat oo al7eeeen adri enha lail7en et7bnee oo ana abeeha 3la sinnat alah oo rasollla




faisal: faye emwafqa









man: eee faisal







faisal: khal umik etdg 3alaina after one week etkun salfat 6alaghaa 6a5at eshweya




man: inshalla mashkoura femanallah





faisal: bye








man: 7bebty fayoona









faye: hmmm







man : nimtay









faye : hmmmmmmmm



man: wainich




faye: 3ind nasser ooo la2 nasser mu ehneee ohwa 3ind luluwa




man: eeee abeech eshlun







faye: e56ebneee






man: i did oo u5uch wafaq








faye: SHINOOOOOOOOOO i7liFFFFFFFFF





man: ehhehe walaaaa! WALAAAA!



faye: UFF FINALLLY







man:a dri baby FINALLY

starstruck 24

" after the lulu incident evverything from then was a blur.. the police came on and they started asking question and investigating.. 7asait chini in NCIS or CSI miami if you know these shows,,, anyways we were all in shocl especially nasser... obviously he did love her .. and ir is hard for him to see her dead in front of him ... he was depressed... maybe he still has feelings for her... the ambulance came and took her to the hospitall maybe there is a chance of survival even though she shot herself in the head but still maybe there is a one percent chance a miracle that she would wake up... yes nasser ra7 ma3aha bil ambulance and left his wife fay .. fay was beyond surprised at his reaction but she cant blame him .. he once loved her and from the way lulu acted today showed that she really does love him ... love kills ... "



nasser: lulu please wake up ( crying) can you hear me 7bebty



sarah: ya nasser rou7 il bait erta7 may9eer more than one person ekun bil 3enaya il murakaza






nasser: 55aleeeni ma3aha saroona hathi lulu i wish i gave her a chanceee .





sarah: she hurt u





nasser: i know she did...oo her past was horrible bs ehya et7bneee oo ana i still have feelings for her.. i dont care what she did or who she slept with... its not easy to just kill yourself it hurts alot... and she did that because she couldnt have mee... ana a7ibhaaa men ethba7at nafeshaaa oo 7asait eny a7ibhaaaa i still do and always will




sarah:: oo faye









nasser: lama etgum lulu bsalama ana ba6alig faye.. after what happened today i realized ena ana ma7ib faye, bs i was using her to annoy lulu>>>





sarah: ombay nasser what did u get urself into








nasser: ( he out his head in between his hands and cried silently) i dont know luluwaaa




" one month has passed and nasser stayed with lulwa everyday morning to night knowing that she cant hear him,..he kept talking to her .. hoping she would hear him"


sarah: laih mita nasser





nasser: entay etshofeen ena a7ad ga3ed ezurhaaa.. ahalhaaa mu ahal 24 hours emsafreeen .. she is an only girl 7aram 3alaihum fa chethy benthum 9arat chethy.. oo la2 lama dagait 3ala umha etguli weeh 7beby maskeena 5alek ma3ahaaa e7na 3indinaaa shuqil bala etsamenhum ahall esharha mu 3alaihaa 3ala ahalhaaaa il 7ameeer



sarah: estaqferallaaah 9a7 kalamik .. i feel bad alsooo ..









lulu: ummmm mmmaaaaay







nasser: LULU ENTAY GUMTAI UR ALIVE ( he started hugging her and kissing her face)





sarah: GIVE HER WATER U IDIOT LOL




lulu: (smiling) ttthhhnnxx



sarah: i am sooo sorry lulu for being mean to you bs entay maga9artaiii 7mdila 3ala salamtich





nasser: im so glad ur ok laish u did this to urself laish!




" it was amiracle that lulu woke up after a month a miracle this is a sign from god ena lulu starts fresh"



lulu: do you have time to let me explain everything




nasser: go ahead




lulu: before i met you umy oo oboi kanaw eyebun reyayeele 3indina bil bait oo kanaw yaskerun oo ana binthum il wa7eeda fa lazm ajabelhum i was forced by my mother... ofcourse they didnt let me drink .. but exposing me to such events was bad enough... my parents are really free and open minded thats how i became open like them bs la2 kint a9aleee oo a5af raby i did something that they didnt teach meee.. bs kint at3alam minich sarah ii soo wanted to be like uuu.. one day my parents were having poker night nezalt ta7at agool 7ag mama ena bna, 3indich... she said ok they were all drunk even their friends.... when i went up i felt someone following me and it was flan il flanii he wasnt married but he was 40 kuber ahale he forced himself on me and raped mee... he told me that if i ever tell anyone that he would burn our house down and send men to kill my parents.. i kept quiet and he kept forcing himself on me everyday after that ... i never knew any men except for him and then i met you nasser and i experienced love for the first time... kint a7ebik waid nasser and i let you sleep with meee because kint a7ibik bs 3baleee u wanted the same thing as that other man ... oo ma knt abe a59erik..... then you found out i had to be mean to u cuz u know ana emhadedneeee .. bs then when my dad came to me and told me atzqaj obukum qasban 3ani wela he will kill you nasser i had to do what i had to do to protect you thats how much i loved u and i had to sacrifice alot for u bs lama darait enik ebtetzawaj i lost it ! i hit the man that raped me with a frying pan and told him if he EVER comes near me i will kill him ! oo ur dad i didnt sleeep with cuz getla ena a7ibik thats y i divorced him and my parents ana makelimhum anymore ! il bait 9ar ebesmeee thats the least myd ad could do for me ! and they went to live eb baitna eb london 3ashan ekamlun 5arabe6hum... knowing u made me wake up ! and stand up for myself thats how much i love u"






nasser: u went through all that for me







lulu: yes ( her eyes were tearing)



sarah: OH MY GOD











lulu: ma knt aby agulikum walah bs nasser 5atha galbe oo 3agleee oo ana gaylatlaa men gbel amgdar a3esh bedunaa fa enta7art matewaqa3t ena i will survive oo eyey il youm ili agoolikum...



nasser: omg 7bebty ( kissing her head) i still love you wala 5ara3teeeni 3alaich ( they started hugging and crying on each others shoulders )




sarah; i love u lulu thank u so much for telling us ( tearing)





lulu: please latgulun 7ag a7ad maby a7ad yefaker qala6t 3an ahaleee... ( tearing)






nasser: lulu>




lulu: yes






nasser: i want you to be my wife i wanna keep you safe and away from these evil ppl i love u and always did...






lulu: oo faye nasser





nasser: mabeeha






lulu: i cant nasser i love u soo much yes and i would kill myself again bs magdar a5arb zawajkum







nasser: MALICH SHEQQEL






lulu: inshalla





nasser: baby ana asif 7bebtyyy bs abeech khalas sarah eshrayech







sarah: ana emwafqa..

starstruck 23

" the girls and i went out looking for furniture for our houses... while faisal and the men! went to do the papers 7ag il arth 3shan nabdy nabneee... it will take 5 years to finish the whole compound and 2 years for every house.. fa we are looking for different sharikaas 3shan kil sharika esawe bait!..we went around looking for furniture bs makoo shay wala 3ajebneee... ana maby ekoon modern waid wela classic in the middle... we all are going to have morrocan style houses.... as for the designer we found an interior designer and an architect 7mdilla we are doing well so far.. its been 5 months since we have last spoken to baba ... and his slutty wife! maynooona! as for arroyaaa yes she got married to her new hubby .. they are so happy and yes she is pregnant again 7mdillla .. everything happens for a reason, for now we are all living in 3 houses in messilaaa .. they are rented... its not that big bs emasheen 7alna every house feha 4 bedrooms , 3 bathrooms, one swimming pool and a 2 car garage.. yes arroya oo nassoori bil houses ili yamnaaa>"

faisal: 7bebtyy i miiiiiiiiiiiiiseed u




sarah: i misssed uuu tooo 7beby !





faisal: 3asa legaitaw shay!










sarah: not really bs we found a designer oo architect oo maw3edna on wednesday 7beby for all of us and you have to come



faisal: ee esa3a cham leana 3ndi 3amaleya at 12



sarah: la its at 9 e9ub7




faisal: ee ok good... sem3ai tara kilina ebnet3ashaaaa bara we the men decided heheh! benru7 gaucho grill avenues... ok 7bebty tezahabai at 8 ! ana bru7 il gy m oo raji3 !




sarah: bs its 4 mits yamdeeek etru7 il sea club .. ( his gym bil bidi3) oo kila e6awel waiiid


faisal: la yamdi yamdiii



sarah: bs 7bebiiii



faisal: hala




sarah: i was thinking we could do something naughtyyy






faisal: ( wide smile) mithil shinoooo





sarah: swim naked bil poool 7beby .. ( i got closer to him and started kissing his neck because it is hos weak point and i knowww he loves it)



faisal: YALLLA!





sarah: HAHAHAH



faisal: LAST ONE IS A ROTTEN EGG





" we removed our clothes really fast hehehe ... and jumped in the pool naked... then he got cloes to me and i wrapped my legs around his torso and we started kissing very very slowly... and then after that we made love in the poool it was amazing ... "



sarah: AAAAH it WAS MIND BLOWING






faisal: EEE AFA 3alaich RAYLECH ASaD !









sarah: hehehee






" all of a sudden asma3 a7ad esari5 china 9oot nasser! "







nasser: FAISAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SARAH


sarah: ombay faisal ilbes ebser3aaaa na99or madri eshfeee





:" lebasna ebser3a oo rekthnaaa fooog enshoof eshfeeeh 7adna me5ta9bgeeeen"






Faisal: ESHFEEEK ET9ari5










nasser: LULU IL 5ara!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








sarah: eshfeeeha





nasser: SHE IS IN OUR FUCKING HOUSE OO EHYA OO FAY GA3deeen ye6agegun ebser3a come!!!!!!!!!!!











" we ran to nassers house its one min away!!!!! we got in and arraya was already there ga3daa e6ig lulu ! bil 7adeda madri men wain yabethaaaaa! looool shakelhaa filim oo rayelhaaa is moving her!'



Sarah: ENTAY EHSYAYBICH EHNE YA BINT IL KALB MATESTe7EEEN 3ala WAYHICH ESHTABEEEEN YAYAAA!@



lulu: ABY NASSSER A7IBAAAAA



sarah: 7abich bur9 golai ameeen isnt it enough u ruined our lives ba33ad tabeeeen nasser ooo 5athaitay obooona redelaaaa rou7ay ! ALAH YASTER 3alaich






lulu: NASSER WALA I LOVE U ESHTABEEENI ASAWE I KNOW I WAS A BAD PERSON BEFORE BS I REALLY DID LOVE UUUU I WILL KILL MYSELF IF U DONT FORGIVE ME BAMOOOT WALAAAAH IM GOING CRAZY OO I MARRIED UR DAD BECAUSE I WANNA BE CLOSE TO U










nasser ( SHOCKED): rou7ay lulu alah yaster 3alaich and i will never forgive u and u come here and hit my wife ehyaaa shakooo











lulu: so you will never forgive me so its okay if i kill myself now








nasser: go away lulu i hate u






;' all of a sudden lulu pulls a gun out of her bag and shoots herself in the head... she fell down and there was an envelope in her bag..... maktoob nasser... ombay she is a lunatic she actually killled herself for a guy... she has had many boyfriends before but maybe she really does love nasser we were all shocked.. faisal called the police .. they are on their way.. nasser stood there frozen with no tears alah yer7amhaa she died for him...... he feels very guilty now,... and fay maskeenea she is crying non stop she is sad for her husband and the girl that loved him arraya is crying to oo her husband was hugging her we were all scared oo hathy kanat maynuna bs ethaher kanat 9ij it7ib nasser... i called my father and told him the news he didnt care.. and he told me not to contact him again.. my father has gone mad! ' i took the note and gave it to nasser"


DEAR NASSER

I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL , I AM SORRY FOR THE WAY I HURT YOU I NEVER MEANT TO BUT IT WAS A HABIT WITHIN ME OO NO ONE EVER TOLD ME WHAT WAS RIGHT AND WRONG MY PARENTS WERE NEVER THERE FOR ME... I MADE A MISTAKE WHICH LEAD TO ANOTHER AND ANOTHER.. BUT WHEN I MET U I FELT THAT U ARE TRUELY THE ONE GUY THAT CAN FIX ME.. EVEN FAISAL COULDNT FIX ME...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ... I ALWAYS WILL.. I NEVER STOPPED THINKING ABOUT YOU EVER SINCE OUR BREAK UP I WENT CRAZY ... BUT MY LIFE IS WORTH NOTHING WITHOUT U EVEN WHEN I MARRIED UR FATHER I STILL FELT THAT A PIECE OF ME WAS STILL MISSING I CANT BREATHE OR SMILE WITHOUT U IN MY LIFE .. SO WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING WHEN I SEE YOU WITH YOUR WIFE I DIE EVERYDAY.. WALAH YA NASSER ENA I LOVE UUU.. WALAH I DOOO.. AND NOW I KNOW YOU DIDNT GIVE ME A CHANCE AND I DONT BLAME YOU BUT I REALLY AM SORRY.... I WILL KILL MYSELF AND DIE PEACEFULLY AND LEAVE YOU ALONE ... THATS THE ONLY SOLUTION... YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING AND NOW UR GONE.. LOVE YOU ALWAYS LULU."






faisal: 7bebtyyyyyyyyyyyyy i miiiiiiiiised uuuu

Saturday, May 15, 2010

starstruck 22

Baba: lulu il flani


nasser: mino!!!!!!!!!!!!!


baba: sema3tne tarawaliii



sarah: WHAT THE FUCK



baba: i7armai nafsich!






faisal: MEN9edjik 3amI




baba: latg3ad et9ari5! ethlif bara ashooof






sarah: DO NOT TALK TO MY HUSBAND EB THIS WAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I USED TO RESPECT U BUT NOW I WONT>> YOU HURT UR FAMILY OOO ESPECIALLY ARRAYA WHO HAS GONE THROUGH ALOT OO A5ER SHAY TETZAWAJ LULU THE ONE THAT HAD SEX WITH A LOT OF MEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




baba: i love bitches and i know she is one ! oo ma7ad lah sheqil feni weli mu 3ajbaaa baiti yet3atharkum!






nasser: ANA AWAL Wa7ED BA6LA3 BARA THIS HELL HOLE! BYE



SARAH: ME TOOO ALAH ESAM7IK YUBAAAA ONE DAY U WILL REALIZE WHAT U LOST




" and we all left the house.. i cannot believe that this is my father hal kalba lulu shemsawya feeh i cant believe that she was once my friend.. oo yaya 7ag oboi 7mdila wesheker she is sick .. i didnt shed a tear and neither did na9ooori oo we dont need my father's money... 7mdilla i have fa9ooli and i work oo nasseer is still in jam3a bs faisal is willing to pay his tuiton fees bagela one year ... oo fay alsooo 7mdilla 3ala kil 7al.. we all gathered into our caars and yes i took the austin with me! it is mine after all oo eb esmeee .. kil man 5atha sayarta ooo re7na and arraya. leana we are going to let her marry this man all we have is each other now .."



arraya: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY u came





all; YES WE DID AND WE ALL LOVE YOU!



arraya: i heard baba called me yelling and he said makoo warth and i said we dont care.. he tole me everything hehe zain etsawoon feeh and then i told him to fuck off! ama lulu ur friend is a bitch






sarah: i know... bs shensawe 7mdila 3ala kil 7al arroyaaa we give u our blessing ena tetzawejain the one u want.. oo ana kalamt 3amamee oo 5awalee and i told them what happened and they are all on our side .. they even said obooch kubar oo 5araf hehehe





arraya: 9iJ WALLLA U SOO MADE MY DAY! I AM GOING TO CALL HIM AND TELL him



" so arroya went and did her thing she seems so happy and i am very happy for her....faisal and i decided we start looking for a land oo nabneee a huge house that would fit us alll.. and he told me that his dad bought him a land 10,000 acres bil messilla beach side..... yes i know his dad is a multi multi millionaire oo ham faisal il7imdillla.... so we told arraya and nasser my idea oo ena kil wa7ed lah 3,000 acres of a house each one of nasser and fay and one for me and faisal and one for arraya and her new hubby! ... oo the last one thousand bensawe a huge gym plus pool house plus garden! ... bs 6ab3an each house will have its own private pool ! for couples stuff hehehe ! it will be a huge compound! i am soo excited we the girls fay arraya and i are gonna l0ook for an architect and a designer tomorrow.. arraya has alot of money saved up so she and her husband will be able to pay as for fay and nasser faisal is paying adre alot of money bs hatha o5oi and i love faisal for helping me out"

Friday, May 14, 2010

starstruck 21

" everything ever since that day went downhill... nasser left the hospital .. i went back home with my husband neither of us knew what was going to happen! .in the next few days"


Arraya calling

sarah: hi arooy

arraya: im getting a divorce


sarah : whyyy



arraya: bs mu gadra at7amaalaa anymore he keeps blaming me for the death of noura he is unableee to get over the fact ena it was an accident ya3ne she is my daughter too..... plus when i was mourning he never stayed with meee he left kuwait again and is in love with a british woman he told me a couple of months before bs ma 7bait atkalam......bs ana a7ib wa7ed alsooo saroona wild il x ooo kint aroo7 kilyoum scientific center ag3ad 3al ba7ar wabchy tadreeen il ba7ar is my favourite place! fa kan yeg3ad ma3ai kilyoum.. and we fell in love i have only known him for a month bs it feels like forever .. oo glt 7ag rayleee oo he is happy for me


sarah: i am shocked 9ara7a bs as long as you ae happy then go ahead how old is he






arraya": 35



sarah: ee kuber raylech zain oo five years older than you its goood




arraya : its getting seriouse oo ebyetqadamleee once the divorce is over!






sarah: eshbengul 7ag baba !








arraya: e9eer 5air wakthaaaa








sarah: khalas ta3alai 3ind oboi kilina ebnetqada ehnaaaak ooo we will tell them there





AT LUNCH






" kina kilina metyam3eeeeen nasser oo 5a6eeebta fay.. ana oo faisal ooo arraya!"



Arraya: baba aby agoolik shay






baba: tefathlai yubaaaa golay





arraya: dam fathlik yuba... ummm mmmmm mmm im getting a divorce





baba; LAISH !







sarah: baba calm down









aarraya: because rayle e7ib wa7da thanyaaaa ebre6aneyaaa 9arla cham shahar ooo bs mu gadreeen 3ala ba3ath plus a7ib wa7id thany oo ebyetqadamleeee







baba: SHINO WET7eben WA7iD THANY WALLA U AND UR HUSBAND ARE CRAZY!!!!!!!





araya: ne9eeeeb yuba






baba; SHOFAY U GET A DIVORCE BS ZAWAJ MAKO FAHMA OO ETGULI I LOVE HIM !



sarah: ma feha shay its better than being divorced! oo yumkin hatha ne9ebhaaaa



baba: siktai malichshiqil







" we all kept quite arraya was upset i can see that bs no way i am going to help her through this"






arraya: BABA I AM GOING TO GET MARRIED WHETHER U LIKE IT OR NOT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH ALREADY AND I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WELRAAYAL MA FEEEH SHAY! ( she then got up and left the house)







baba: sarah! bala hathi bint eshfeekum entaw yanaitawww



nasser: ma galat shay arraya kaifhaa et7iba khalas ne9eeeb ne9eeb matgdar etwagfa plus ohwa wild nasss


baba: afaker.. 3ala 6ari ana bagulikum shay











all: shino yuba



























baba: im getting married














all: WHAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









baba: SHEFTAW UR REACTION 3ala ZAWAJEEE OO U DONT MIND ARRAYA GETTING MARRIED !!!!!!!!











all: mino yuba

starstruck 20

i just have one thing to say before i write anything, i can see ena fe nas mu hamhum itha i post wela la2 since none of my readers commented!... no one cares.... bs kaifkum e9ara7a laish ata3b 3umry and worry why no one has commented im blogging for myself now and not for my readers.. ooo ili ma yaby to comment 3ala ra7taaa. thankss


" we were all at the hospital with na9ooori , i had a gut feeling that this lulu thing wasnt over and she will do anything to ruin their engagement.. nesra hal bint et5ari3 i never knew these things about her.... nasser and faye were better than ever 7mdilla they truely love each other and milchathum after one week.. yes i know its tooo fast bs he just doesnt want anything to ruin what they have...."


sarah: faisal! telefonik ga3ed edg non stop eshfeek matsheeela


faisal: i dont know the number .. so its not important

sarah: shelaaa maybe its important


faisal: khalas i will! lama they call again i will

sarah: ok.. ka they are calling faisal goom shofaa

faisal: Alooo ( suddenly his facial expression changed and he left the room.. i knew it was important bs ma re7t warah cuz maybe its private he will tell me later though) lulu! eshtabeeen daga 3alai!!!!!!

lulu: ana a7ib nasser oo mar7 a5aleee yetzawejaaa


faisal: 5alai il walad eb 7alaa ekfaya il 7adith shino entay matste7eeeen


lulu: agool eskit entaaa emsawe nafsik bare2 lat5aleeeni agool 7ag sarah 3ana ba3addd


faisal: et5aseeen tetkalimain she wont believe u


lulu: try me! ana ta7at enzel bakalmik


"' hatha waina faisal chinaaaa 6awal ufff ma9arat phone call ana bshooof eshfeeeh... 6ala3t bara he was no where to be seen i called him ma esheeela.. weird.. i asked the nurse if she has seen my husband she said he went downstairs .. i took the elevator and pressed G.. nezalt ta7at wela ashoof thahar faisaaal oo a WOMAN! bs magdrt ashoof mino hathy! suddenly she kissed him on the LIPS! i went furiouse 5ara 3alaih ba3ad eboshaaa bil mustasha jdam enas.. so i went up to them and i tapped on his shoulder.. his expression was priceless!"


faisal: SARAH!


sarah: la maraim ya3neee akeeeed sarah!


faisal: this is not what you think


lulu: yes it is (smirk)

sarah: agool eklai 5ara yal bitch zain siktai!


faisal: sarah wala its not what u think... ( then he explained things from a to z )


sarah; explain the kiss then!


lulu: faisal you left out a teensy weensy bit of info!


faisal: CHUB LULU


sarah: and that is



lulu: faisal and i had sex before!



sarah: WTF!



faisal; ................( faisal face went pale)


sarah: anything to say faisal



faisal: it was in the past and i am sorry





sarah: laish ma geltleeee




faisal: because it was in the past.....entay 3alaich men now oo beforeee you know i love u






sarah: yes i do faisal...




sarah: LULU! u think i am going to let u ruin my marriage AS WELLL!!!!!!!!!! GO TO HELL YOU PSYCHO BITCH ! YOU ARE ONE SICK WOMAN AND U NEED TO GET TREATED NOW GET OUT OF MY WAY (SLAP)

" faisal was shocked by my reaction he never expected me to forgive him.. i did a little bs its in the past right mu men 7agy a7asbaaa bs the kiss ma sama7taaa and he knows that... after all i wasnt going to let this bitch ruin my life!"



lulu: this isnt over!







sarah: do whatever u want ! lulu! u dont scare me !

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

no post

hi everyone im sorry i wont be posting today,... inshalla tomorrow im going through a very rough patch in my life right now... im in pain and pain kills... i will tell you tomorrow itha i will post or not.. otherwise while u are waiting please give me some more ideas cuz i am running out of them thanksss

Monday, May 10, 2010

starstruck 19

incoming call 99.....

nasser: ( sleepy voice) aloooo

lulu: nasser


nasser: minooo


lulu: its lulu


nasser: LULU


lulu: ee lulu midaaak nesaitneee


nasser: EE OO LICH WAYH ETDGEN


lulu: TEKALAM 3adil daaga agulik mabrouk i heard about u and fay


nasser: thanks now bye


lulu: maybe bye for u bs for mw la2


nasser: ESHQAsDICH


lulu: i love u and still doo


nasser: i dont care


lulu: oh but u willl ! once i ruin this engagement do not make me tell fay we had sex and u raped me!


nasser: o no u wouldnt ya bint il kalb


lulu : TRY ME ! (she shuts the phone)


" nasser came running into my room and i was on the other line with faisal i had to close it really fast and nasser was yalling HAL KALBA RFEJTICH LULU ALAH YEL3an Esa3a ili 3araftha feeeha malat 3alai! ana i7mar o al7eeen ethahdedni ena betgul 7ag fay ena we had sex! .. i was surprised i yellled U HAD SEX! we were both yelling at one another ... like maniacs bs all of a sudden my door slams open and it was faisal! ESHFEkum! so nasser told faisal everything and faisal was surprised that lulu allowed him to have sex but she has done it before and i did close it up for her... bs it was a mistake,,,, all i said was that i hope lulu doesnt tell fay"


incoming call fay

nasser : SHIT SHE IS CALLIng


faisal: act normal


nasser: aloo


fay: PLEASE DO NOT TELL ME THIS IS TRUE U RAPED HER ! SHAKOO U RAPED A WOMAN

nasser: let me explain she is crazy hal bint i didnt rape her we had sex .. kint ra7 a56ubha bs then i found out ena she had sex men gble oo sawat 3aamlya 3ind u5uch oo he closed it for her!



fay: SAVE IT NASSER I DONT CARE ITS THE FACT THAT U HAD SEX OR RAPED WE ARE SOOO OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!







nasser: no fay please


nasser: faisal 9akita eb wayheeee !



faisal: 5alha tehdaa




nasser: she told me it was over








sarah: she doesnt mean it ... la inshala faisal ekalmha oo mako ila il 3afyaaa





nasser: i love her i cant live without hER TFHIMUN YA3NE SHNU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




" nasser left the house running got into his carrera and sped off like a maniac ofcourse i freaked so faisal and i le7agna eb sayarat faisal which is another carrera!... we were following na9oooor like crazy ppl! all of a sudden sema3naaa crash!!!!!!!! nasser crashed his car in to a pole!!!!!!!!! my own brother committed suicide for a girl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i started yelling and screaming and faisal kan masekneee maskeeeen me5teri3 he immediately called fay and yelled at her for misunderstanding nasser and now he crashed his car leana 3bala he lost you forever... fay was surprised she came to where the accident took place... 2nd ring road between nuzha and tha7ya.. .. she ran upt o his body which was laid on the street she bent down and kissed his bloody head and whispered in his ears,,, nasoori i love you im soo sorry walah a7ibik i wont let anyone yedish bainaaa agaiin .. her tears were falling down her cheeks and he was concious 7mdilla ma kan sever pain just a mild bleeding in his head and a broken arm,,.. he looked up at fay and told her i couldnt stand the thought of not being with you .... im sorry about lulu bs please listen to me next time ur my angel fay ur my angel.... "

starstruck 19

starstruck 18

"i talked to nasser today and explained to him the situation of fay and how she might react.. i asked him to be patient with her and not overreact ... he was surprised.. he got mad first because we set him up with another lunatic.. as he calls it.. but he knows fay is not a lunatic she is a great person with a sickness within her head.. "

dialling fay

nasser: hi 7bebti

fay: hi


nasser: eshfeech


fay: ma feni shay


nasser: fayoona there is something i want to tell you


fay: what is it 7ayati


nasser: i love you and we have been together for 6 months now wil7imdilla ana waid merta7 ma3ach .. bs i want you to be mine and only mine .. mabi a7ad ya5thch miny


fay: what r u trying to say


nasser: lets get engaged for a year until i graduate and then netzawaj eshrayich 7bebti


fay: i dont think so ana wa7da maby atzawaj bye


" fay closed the phone on nassers face.. nasser was very surprised and heart broken again... he just didnt know what to do but he knows he loves fay... and he will wait ."


fay: faisal faisal ( crying hysterically)


faisal : ESHFEEECH LAISH TABCHEN CHINICH MAYNUNA


fay: ITS NASSER


faisal: ESAWALICH HAL CHALB WALA LARU7 ATHEB7A!!!!!!!!!!!!


fay: he asked me to marry him in a way bs we have to get engaged first.. bs i said no


faisal: LAISH ya fay.. 7bebti listen what happened to you in the past is over .. mu kil ereyayeeel nafs eshay fay nasser is a good man oo mashalah 3alaik embayen 3alaih mara7 e2atheeech .. i know him ,... dont you trust ur brother


fay: emballa i do


faisal: then i say go for it fay>> lay fat il foot ma yenfa3 e9oot rou7ay gethbeeeh gbel la e6eer men edich.


" fay was convinced from what her brother told her.... she loves nasser and she knows that he is not going to hurt her in anyway and she knows what she has to do now"



dialling nasser


nasser: na3am



im ssssooorrrry ( crying silently)



nasser: fayoonti r u ok baby



fay:: nasser i want to marry u nnnassser i llooove uu sssoo mmmuch


nasser: i love u tooo 7bebty so is that a yes


fay: yes baby...its a yes



nasser: HEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



fay: hehehehehe



Nasser: i love u baby


fay: i love you too 7ayatii



" nasser came running to me oo il ebtisamaa shaga wayhaaaaa......i knew it that fay said ok faisal called me and told me what happened between him and his sister... i was happy for them.."

starstruck 17

" after the incident with arraya.. the days after that were a blur.. it was very hard to actually live in a house that once a upon a time you had a beautiful baby girl living in it.. arraya couldnt handle the fact that her baby noura died.. alah yer7amha weqamid rou7ha il jana inshalla.... she couldnt believe the fact that her baby left her that fast.... her husband on the other hand was soo shocked he couldnt believe his ears that he decided that it was all a bad dream.. everyday he would remind himself that noura ewas sleeping at her grandfathers house. both parents became dillusional .. khalas mu em9adgeen ena binthum ra7at."

a couple of months later

" faisal and i got married it has been 8 months since the death of my niece... my sister is recovering slowly but so is her husband ... he is the strongest one he is the one helping arraya he was her boyfriend after all... "

nasser: sarah i really like faisal's sister fay 9arlena al7en almost 6 months we7na en3arif ba3ath aby a56ubhaaa 3ala ma at5araj

sarah: hathi esa3a il imbarikaaa ofcourse i will call faisal immediately and tell him the news.


dialling faisal

faisal: hal eb galby hala eb dinyitii

sarah; (blushing) bsss baby tara aste7ii chethy come to my house now


faisal: 5air feeh shay


sarah: i missss uuuu


faisal: aaa77m masaft il 6ereeeeej


" as i was waiting for faisal to come to me i sat enar the window with my legs crossed and i was thinking of the past events thats happened to our family. i am sure all families have their hidden problems... bs not like this.. i think of my mother everyday ... a tear came down my eyes as i was thinking of my mother... it was really sad for me when i was in my wedding and my mother wasnt there to help me... alah yer7amich yuma"

ding dong

sarah: NILDA OPEN THE DOOR FOR FAISAL PLEASE


faisal: HALLA bil zain


sarah: hala feek tefathal 7ayak 7bebi


faisal: amray 7bebtiiiii u missed me haaa come here let me kiss u


sarah: LAAAAA mu al7eeen babyy after esma3 bagoolik shay, nassoor yaby ye56ab fay.. i know they are still youn bs nasser bagela one year oo yet5araj then he will work with baba .. so atleast one year engagement

faisal: (wayha faj2 gelab) NO


sarah: EXCUSE ME!

faisal: you heard me i said no


sarah: no to what exactly


faisal: nasser and fay getting engaged


sarah; may i ask WHY UR THE ONE THAT SET THEM UP IN THE FIRST PLACE AND NOW U SAY NO FAHEMNE


faisal: ( his head was in between his hands) because faay is suicidal ... whenever she is upset she would try and kill herself... she had a really bad experience before nasser she was engaged and she went through a rough time with her fiancee kan e6igha waid fa chethy falaw.. oo ehya mata7achat ila ba3dain lama 5ath aqratha oo safar men il kuwait... fa ehya everytime she gets engaged or hears of the word engagement she freaks out .. and starts thinking ena be6igha fa she cuts herself.


sarah: but she seems fine with nasser il7imdilla they are madly in love shel farg ya3ne lets give it a chance...


faisal: i doubt this but i think nasser should tell her and we see her reaction how about that


sarah: sounds good to me i will tell him ba3dain

Saturday, May 8, 2010

starstruck 16

" nasser came home running lool 3balaaa feeni shay... then i told him what faisal and i decided he was hesita"nt at first but then he asked me mino ehya.. i said fay il flani chan eguli ili syarathaaa bmw x6 black chan agulaaaa eee cuz i remembered faisal telling me they bought her an x6 then i see nassori smiling chan agulaaaa ha eshrayik he said wala shakelha 5ush bint why not i need to move on after all !"

incoming call arraya

sarah: helooo

arraya: LE7GAW 3ALAI MUSTASHFA ESALAM NOW DONT TELL BABA U AND NASSOR COME

" ana oo na9ooor e5tera3na rekabna eb sayrat nassor porsche turbo oo we sped like there was no tomorrow.. we9alna mustashfa isalam 3 minutes !"


sarah: arraya eshfeech

arraya ( crying hysterically) its nouraaa da3amatha sayara .. she was playing with josie in the garden then she then ran to ger her ball from the street oo josie tried to stop her 7aram chan ted3amha sayara oo the woman is sitting there very scared ... oo ma gilt 7ag rayle ohwa emsafer


sarah: la inshala etgum bsalama


" we waited for what seemed like an eternity ana oo na9ooor me5tar3eeen i called faisal to come ... "


doctor: who here is the mother of noura

arraya: i am doctor

doctor: im sorry maam but your daughter passed away.. she had alot of blood hemoragging from her head and we couldnt stop the blood.

" arraya fell to the floor!.. nasser maskahaaa she went nuts she started yelling and crying hysterically i was shocked and then i called baba and told him everything makseen he cried on the phone and said he was coming .. he called arrays husband he is taking the next flight out of london... as for the woman she will be put in jail the police men came and took her my sister blamed it on the woman she was speeding in the street between the houses you cannot do that you just cant"

starstruck 15

" i woke up the next morning to find 10 missed calls.... 3 from arraya .. 4 from fahad and 2 from baba and 1 from faisal.. and one message from faisal saying.. you finally got what you wanted. i always knew from the begginning that you and fahad were meant to be... alah ewafgich . my eyes watered up when i read the message i didnt know what to do faisal is a good guy and he never hurt me once but fahad hurt me multiple of times! do i want to be with someone my heart wants or do i want to be with someone my brain wants... we cant always get what we want.. and once a person starts cheating on you they will never stop it is a habit a very bad habit that neither person can control... i suddenly jumped out of bed ! no one knows about fahad and i yet .. i told him not to tell anyone until after 3 days.. ma kint aby oboi eshik bil mawthoo33... i knew then and there what i wanted to dooo.. i know i keep changing my mind but i know which man i want to spend the rest of my life with "


dialling faisal


faisal: alo (sad voice)


sarah: im picking you up in 5 minutes men baitkum be ready ( i closed the phone so quickly i didnt give him a chance to speak i knew he didnt go to work today i know i hurt him but i will fix things)


dialling fahad

fahad: 7bebti


sarah : ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER U HURT ME TWO TIMES BEFORE FAHAD FOR CHRISSAKES THIS IS MARRIAGE WE ARE TALKING ABOUT BUT SORRY MY HEART CANT HANDLE ANYMORE PAIN FROM U I WANT FAISAL HE IS A MAN AND YOU MATESWA THEFER 3INDAAA ANA A7IBIK EE BS LA2 ID RATHER BE WITH SOMEONE THAT WOULD RESPECT ME AND TAKE CARE OF ME AND NEVER HURT ME.. AND I KNOW FAHAD THAT EVEN IF WE HIT A BUMP ON THE ROAD U WILL RUN LIKE A CAT AND CHEAT ON ME CUZ THATS UR WAY OF ESCAPING LEANIK EMDALA3 WAID! SORRY I CANT BE WITH U AND U KNOW IM RIGHT..listen ur not the one for me someday u will find the person for u that is like u oo tegdar tet7amal hashay .. ama ana mabeeek khalas


fahad: i understand oo kalamich kila 9a7 go to him sarah i dont deserve you.. oo ur right i might cheat again its a habit in me that i cant stop.. alah ewafgich



" i arrived at faisals maskeeen he was waiting outside .. i got down and ran to him and gave him the biggest hug a man could ask for.. i held his haands in between mine and kissed each and every finger.. i can see him looking at me in a weird way.. faisal i want u my heart wants you my brain wants you my everything chooses you faisal .. ana maby fahad im sorry about yesterday i got confused.. listen i am not going to lie to you i still love him but not enough to be married to him you were great with me faisal and i want to spend the rest of my life living with you .. i want you faisal i choose you and i want you back in my life so i am asking you will you marry me again.....? i can see the look on his face was priceless.. yes sarah i would love to give us a chance again i love you with all my heart .. and ever since fahad told me that u were going to marry him i felt like the world ended 7baitich oo u broke my heart .. i went up to him and put my hand under his shirt and on his heart and lifted up his shirt and kissed his heart and i told him i am sorry fa9oooli .... he forgave me in a heartbeat now this is what i call a true man ! "


dialling baba

baba: na3am

sarah: ana o faisal naby namlich khalas

baba: 9ij baba hathi esa3a il imbarika wala za3alt 3alaich leana faisal 5oush rayal weni3im feeh

sarah: adri baba

baba: yalla ill see you later for lunch shelqada

sarah: roasted chicken with potatoes and carrots and avocado salad

baba: 5osh 5osh yala bye

sarah: bye


" i then called up arrya telling her that faisal and i are back together she was ecstatic for me ... so happy but she is worried about nasser.. nasser went to arrays apartment yesterday and he told her everything and he seemed so depressed .. i need to deal with lulu once and for all "


dialling lulu

call waiting ....

lulu: hey


sarah: HEY YAKALBA SHEMSAWYA EB OKHOI ENTAW HEY KIL MA ARAFIJ WA7DA TE6LA3LE RAY7AAA FEEHA SHINO MAT5AFUN RABKUM ENTAW 7IMDILLA WESHIKIR!

lulu: im sorry


sarah: ALAH YASTER 3ALAICH YA BINT ENAS !

" i called faisal telling him everything and i was crying.. maskeen he was shocked at first . bs then he asked me laish tabcheen then i told him that i dont have any friends anymore .. i am not a social person i only had dana and lulu and now they are gone alah yaster 3alaihum meyanen.. i told him madri shasawe 3ala nasser .. he told me what to do for him we find him another girl and faisal was like how about my little sister.. shes 18 alsoo her name is fay oo tadres eb nafs jam3at nasser gust! lol i laughed chan agula etthab6 7ag e5tik 3adi... chan eguli yes cuz i know she will be in good hands im cool about it ."


dialling nasser


nasser: haaa


sarah: come il bait abeek eb mawthu3


nasser; shinoo


sarah: 7bebi ta3al bs

starstruck 14

sorry i didnt post earlier.. but i was not feeling very well 7mdilla a7san now.
loooong post


" i grabbed my car keys and ran downstairs to my car..heading to starbucks shamiya mall, i was so nervous ya3ne faisal knows about my past with fahad and what happened but still now we are going to be officially engaged .. but stilll faisal is a jealous man madri shino his reaction will be .. i reached there in time alah yaster 3ala his reaction.. "

Faisal: hala bil zaina kila tfathalai i ordered ur favourite.. vanilla frapp with rasperry syrup.

Sarah: thank you faisal

faisal; so whats wrong ?? 5awafteni 3alaich

sarah: its fahad he sent me a msg asking to marry him ... oo ena he regrets leaving me and all that stuff

faisal: ( angry expression) and what did u say


sarah: i told him that i wanted him to leave me alone

faisal: ana mu gayelich lma a56ebich etqayren raqmich why didnt u do that !

sarah: i forgot

Faisal: la2 u didnt .. listen to me i am not one of your boy toys entay law 9ij kntai et7ebeni ya sarah chan qayartai raqmich in a heart beat! bs no you just want the drama in ur life and to see if he ever msgs u again 9A7!!!

sarah ( kept quiet and started tearing up) not true

faisal: and u lie to my face y the hell ru crying then ha ! i do not need another DaNA in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok !!!!!!!!!!!

" faisal just left me there sitting bewildered.. staring at him walk away blankly with tears in my eyes... all i said was DAMN U FAHAD Y DID I HAVE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH U!, i dont know why i didnt just simply change my number ... but i had the feeling that he was going to return to me ufff madrii shasaweeee "



Nasser: 7bebty yalla goumay baby


Lulu: umm nasooori i wanna sleeep!


nasser : yala shofay 10 minutes meet me bil 7adeeqa 3shan enru7 eshalait geltay 7ag ahalich


lulu: ee 7bebi getlihum baru7 ma3a 56ebiii


nasser: uff et9adgen 7mdila ena rethaw ahalich ! knt 5ayf because of the age difference bs ahalich are cool i like them already..YALLA GOUMAY


lulu : inshalla ( i decided today to wear something super revealing! we are engaged after all so 3adii right )


Incoming call Baba


sarah: alo



baba: e9ar bainich oo bain faisal



sarah: laish e9ayer!



baba: HE DOESNT WANT TO MARRY YOU ANYMORE!


sarah: WHat ill call you back



dialling Faisal


Faislal: NA3am


sarah: HEY ASSHOLE WHAT THE FUCK SHINO EZAWAJ MU LI3BA ETFEL 3aLA KAIFIK OOO SALFA TAFHAAAA


faisal: TEKALIMAI 3adil ya7MARA !!

SARAH: FFFAISAL WHY


FAISAL; CUZ FAHAD WANTS U NOW HE CALLED ME TODAY TO TELL ME HE LOVES U GO ASK HIM BYE

dialling fahad

SArAh; WTF WHY DO U HAVE TO COME AND RUIN MY ENGAGEMENT YA7MAR ANA MABEEEEK KHALS UFFF ANA MAMSHY 3ALA KAIFIK

fahad: 7bebty im soo sorry walah a7ibich and i know u feel the same way tooo .. 7bebti walah please be my wife .. i want to wake up every morning to see your face. touch u whenever i want without having to crave to touch another woman 7bebti wala A7IBICH

sarah: IF U REALLY LOVED ME CHAN MA NESAITNEEE SENTAIN

fahad: after u broke up with me i was to embarrased to reach u but i have been dieing for the inside for three months ,... then i decided to committe suicide so i went to london and hung myself at the hotel ii was in the hospital for 3 months then psychiatric hospital for four months ,,, then when i left i called u a couple of times ,. bs ma kntai etriden 3alai 7egarteneeee .. i sent u msgs bs lulu respondeed and said that u got married,,,so i left u alone after two weeks i couldnt bare the thought of someone touching you fa lma radait il kuwait sawait 7adith chayed i was in a coma for 8 months,,, so thats makes almost two years!...

sarah: ( crying) i never knew u sufferred this much oh my god and lulu bathba7ha cuz she didnt tell mee


fahad: so what do you say will you marry me .. please


sarah:...............



fahad: walah a7ibich ya sarah ma nesaitich i sufferred like hell cuz we werent aloowed to use the phones bs ur always on my mind...



sarah; i need to think fahad please






nasser: aaa5 5ush qada ya36eeech il 3afya 7bebtii wala u know how to coook



lulu: alah e3afeeek yes i do i actually love cooking


nasser: ya ba5tee feech



lulu: yalla lets go sleep eshrayik 7adna 6af7aneen


" lulu went to the bathroom and wore a very transparent white night gown with her bras and lace panties showing ... "


nasser: WOW 7bebti ur hot

lulu: (shyly ) thnxxx

" nasser couldnt stop looking at her he snuggled next to her and spooned her... he started kissing her neck slowly and he had one hand on her breasts ... she pulled his hands away and started kissing his lips very slowly until he was on top of her.. things got out of control and they had SEX ... once they were done nasser was shocked by what he did and lulu was just crying "


Nasser: SHLUN RETHAITAY ADISH FEEECH!


lulu: now ur blaming me! we were both enjoying it and whats the harm we are engaged ebnetzawaj in a couple of years ! u lost it nasser bs 3adi we love each other 9a7



nasser: we didnt even use condoms fuck ur going to get pregnant and i cant handle kids right now! lulu chan wagafteeeni wela u did this on purpose 3shan netzawaj asra3



lulu: shakoo nasser! maynooon enta khalas it happened relax


nasser: wala enich abrda ana qetalt sharafich and ur telling me to take it easy


lulu: (getting angrier) IVE DONE THIS BEFORE 3adi enru7 il doc oo they will stitch me up


nasser: DONE IT BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ESHQASDICH


lulu: DUH HAD SEX WHAT DID U EXPECT THAT IM A VIRGIN NO WAY MY MOMS AMERICAN SO ITS OK '


nasser: AYA BINT IL KALB (SLAP) BA3AD 3INDICH 3ADI OO NAYMA MA3A A7AD MEN GABLE YAL WA95A YAL WA6YAAAAA THE ENGAGMENT IS OFF YOU FUCKING BITCH

lulu": ok ur loss

" nasser was surprised that lulu didnt even care she was just using him... how can people fake love really how can they.. wela feeh nas ma gamaw e7isun eb shu3ooor il 7ob anymore they just fake it.. nasser was heartbroken.. the engagement was off my engagement was off and now i am stuck with fahad ! uff madri sharid 3alaih hatha ba3ad... nothing is going well ever since i met fahad but maybe thats because he is my destiny .. i do have feeling for him somehow ,i did love him bs ana when someone hurts me i just freeze and everything stops working inside of me!... "


Dialling Fahad



Sarah : RU SURE


fahad: YES i am i love u with all my heart oo yaylich 3ala sinaat alah oo rasulaaa


sarah: then my answer is yes