to my silent readers

Diva and N thanks for commenting for me.. Yes it does help boost up
My confidence when I see my readers commenting. Thanks a lot.
Diva I read your blog mashalah waid 7ilo.. We'll qi9a 7elwa ba3ad
Keep it up and try to post frequently.

for wafooya

i kept my promise oo ketabtlich 4 posts i know they are not long bs wala ma3nde wakt.. i wont be posting soon the next two weeks willbe hectic bs i will try to post more ... for u ..

love kills 10

farah: ra7 asam7ik khaled leana everyone makes mistakes oo ana a7ibik waid fa i will forgive u bs please dont do it again






khaled: inshalla 7bebty






farah: i have to go bye





i cloed the phone minaa and continued crying shloon chethy esawe he had SEX! and hes only 16! wae3 ohwa wa95 yarabi y didnt i see this from the beginning before falling in love with him... i really hope he doesnt do it again bs i cant trust him mu mithil gbel bs i will have to give him more leana mabe a59era and i know men have needs





incoming call jana





farah: hello





jana: hi






farah: hi








jana: eshfeech








farah: khaled had sex with a hooker and i forgave him bs i cant trust him a7iba madri shasawe





jana: that asshole hatha 7aywan he will do it again






farah: no he wont he promised me







jana: we will see





farah: tben ne6la3









jana: yalla where










farah: pick me up please










jana: k be there in 10










i really needed to go out and relax eshweya ba6 chabdy khaled and the way he said it ma china met7asif, i cant do this anymore i have to break up with him magdar.







dialling khaled





khaled: hala







farah: its over







khaled: shnu







farah: you fucking hear me






khaled: eb halsohola








farah : DONT U FUCKN BLAME ME UR THE ONE THAT CHEATED ON ME AND STUCK UR PENIS INTO SOMEONE ELSE"S VAGINA ! I CANT TRUST U KHALED ENTA MAT7BNE UR A FUCKN LIaR AND U BROKE ME







oo 9akait il 5a6 eb wayha

love kills 9

incoming call khaled



farah: ALooo




khalid: hiiii




farah: hehehe hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii








khaled: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii





farah: lool bssss eheheh











khaled: 7bebti











farah: hala 7yati








khaled: bsafer this weekend bru7 lebnan ma3a rab3i











farah: are u going to be able to talk to me











khaled: wala la2 not that much leana ana kila ma3a rb3i fa mara7 agdar









farah: SHNU YA3NE MARA7 TGDAR im sure ur friends have girlfriends









khaled: ee they doo bs ma eklmunhum








farah: aha ok !




khaled: eshfech








farah: kalamik mu muqne3 bs ok 3la ra7tik











i closed the phone minaaa i was very upset thats a bullshit excuse! shnu ma yegdar ekalmnee bfhaaaam! ma7ib chethy ... im so upset minaaa walah thayg khelgy








3 days later






incoming call khaled: ana raye7 lebnan al7en barkab e6ayara 7bebti







farah: tawek etdg 3alai wainik 6ul ilyoum







khaled: ensha'3alt 7bebti anyways i have tog go love u bye











he closed the phone WTF ppl! mu men9idjaaa he is getting on my last nerve.. anyways i waited for four hours mako msg mina ena we9al oo i ignored this annoying feeling in my heart 7asait eni maqmoota walah ... maybe he really cant call bs msg he can msg! i dont get it bs i love him too much so i will accept it !





later that night



incoming call 00961 ...


farah: alo







khaled: hala 7bebty






farah: KHALED ENTA WAINIK MADAZAIT MSG ENIK WE9alt








khaled: ensh'3lt sorry









farah: ok!







khaled: i have to tell u something










farah: shnu










khaled: kina ana welrabi3 bil club ! oo masawait shay ga3d ana oo ohma e5rbe6un chan teyeli hooker oo she touched my private place.. 3aad ehna chan adou5 wela engum ana welrabi3 na5th '3uraf bil hotel .. dfa3na for 3 hours.. oo i had sex with her!













farah: NA3AM!











khaled: i had sex with a hooker














farah; WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U UA RE SO SICK IN THE HEAD ISHLUN ETNAM WITH A BITCH HAAA U FUCKN CHEATED ON ME ! O ANA SHNU IN UR LIFE ANOTHER GIRL ! TO PLAY WITH FAHEMNE!













i started crying hysterically i couldnt believe this i couldnt









khaled: im sorry 7bebti










i continued crying and crying ..












khaled: SAm7eni 7bebty wala a7ibich im really sorry it was a mistake

love kills 8

i closed the phone from khaloodi 3shan abadel ebser3a ! .. so i wore purple pants with a flowy top on top of it .. high heels cuz mashalaa he is so tall 180 ... and i went down to the car with my mom and msged my baby telling him we were on the way.


one message recieved khalid

wainich







reply

tawna dashaina il yamouk yala e6la3 bara baitkum



one message recieved

whats the car



reply bmw 735 LI white



we9alna wela ashoof 7bebi wagef bara... rekab esayara ebser3a and i turned around in my seat to look at him... i told him i loved him in front of my mama and i could see her smiling and he said he loved me too without hesitation



mama: shloonik khaled






khaled: il7mdilla eb5air 5alti entay shloonich





mama: 7mdila alah yesalmik ..



mama: farah



farah: na3am mama



mama: mataben tg3den wara yam khalid




farah: ( i blushed ) ummmm madri






mama: gooomay g3dai wara ebser3a ne6ay



i jumped wara oo khalid mesaknee cuz the car was moving oo ga3ad wara yama .. iwas soo shy and i could see him smiling.... he whispered to me i love your mom... hehe




khalid: schloonich 7bebty






farah: .....




he held my hands .. we interlocked our fingers i felt shivers through out my whole body , he was making me nervouse, especially he was so comfortable in front of my mother..i smiled to him..


we arrived at al dente.. italian restaurant bil movenpick!





we were still holding hands and my mom was fine with it completely.. i was fine with it... we walked in and he sat next to me .. we were still holding hands bs under the table ...it was an amazing feeling ... we ordered pastas and mama sat there interrogating khaled .


mama: ay madrisa enta



khaled: al asma3e eb qur6oba


mama: eee 7ukomaaaa .. wala zain 7agik



khaled: il7imdilla 5alteee



mama: shid 7ailik ya ewlaidi enta eb7esbat wildi al7eeen


khalid: tslimeeen khalteee



khalid: khalteee may5alif agulich shay






mama: ee etfathal





khalid: dam fathlich 5alte, ana a7ib faroo7a waid oo nawe a56ibha minkum awal mat5araj inshalala





i was beyond shocked omg he is actually seriouse about me wow a7ibaaaa




khalid: faroo7a eshfeech






farah: i love u khalid .. taby tetzawajneee





khalid: akeeed 7bebti






mama: wain betsafrun hal 9aif






khaled: bru7 ma3a rab3e lebnan oo ahale beru7un montreux swaisra




mama: e7na 3indina sheqa ehnaaak oo faroo7a bedsh madrisa 7ag il ettiquette its two months.. e5itha bedish camp ma3a rfjtatha we7na benru7 canada 7ag o5oha enshoof shebhabeb






farah: ( whispering to khalid) ta3al swaisra ana weyak benkun alone








khalid: tbeni ayey weshlun il madrisa








farah: akeed abeeek.. oo i can go out everyday







khalid: ok I WILL COME






farah: 9ij 7bebi







khaled: akeed ( he winked and i melted completely).








we had a wonderful dinner .. we took khaloodi home and i was smiling all the way to my home. il7mdilla my mother loved him 7mdilla

love kills 7

i went home and walke dup to my room.. i was in a daze i was love struck ! i couldnt help but not smile .. he was an amazing kisser and i cant believe i actually went to the chalet... but hey when you love someone you cant stop what you are doing even though it is wrong... i got into the shower, i turned it to hot water, i let the hot water run down my body .. i loved the feeling of hot water, even though it makes me feel dizzy .. i touched my body i felt horny i still do... once you kiss a guy you cannot stop.. i was singing in the bathroom " i love you always forever near or far always together you and me always forever i love you!" and then i felt a sudden pang in my heart i missed him already unbelievable how this man has captured my heart, my mind, my soul, my everything then i started singing " when you are gone the pieces of my heart are missing you " and then i started singing when i left the shower " youa re verything everything that i wanted we were meant to be suppossed to be but we lost it" i was singing so loudly ma 7asait be my phone vibrating or my mom yelling .


BAM~


mama: ESHFEEECH SARLE SA3a anadeech


farah: weeh sorry mommy i didnt hear you , i was singing



mama: inshalla doom ashoofich chethy far7ana .. lehadaraja 3li esawe feech chethy she whispered 3shan oboi ma yesma3.



farah: oo akthar yumma i know we seem young and we are both only 16 but we are in love truely in love.




mama: i hope he is good 7bebtii.. yalla badlay its 6 oo we will pick him up at 7




farah: ok mommy.




i went to my phone ma chayakta men dashait il 7amam one missed call khaloodi , one missed call jana ( my friend).



dialling khaloodi



khalid: alooo



farah: hii 7beby sorry i was singing ma 7asait bil phone




khalid: la 3ady hehe shet"3ane il 7ilwa eshda3wa '3aneeeli








farah: 9ooti mu 7ilooooo 7beby





khalid: i dont care just sing to me







farah: qarart amoot eb 7ubak...





khalid: bsss






farah: mu 7afthetaaaa






khalid: enzain an english song






farah: " its the things you do that will make me fall so in love with you i cant have it all , its the things you do , all i want to do is be with you.. "



khalid: eshweyaaa











farah: khaloodi bss aste7i magdar zain mini rethait i sing










khalid: heheh khalas khalas





farah: eshlabes











khalid: polo , oo shorts !











farah: FUCKN HOT







khalid: elsanich ya bnt !












farah: sorry








khalid: eshlabsaa








farah: you will see if i tell you then i have to kill you hehe











khalid: AAAAAAAAAAAA5 ebtethbe7eeeni








farah: dont you love me













khalid: yes i do

im sorry

im sorry i didnt post.. 9ar 3indina thuroof ooo i was so busy with jam3a stuff and my friend is getting a divorce or thinking of it fa i am there for her. wala loya im sorry wafooya cuz getlich i will post thrusday when i didnt. i will be posting 4 posts today for wafooya she is the only one commenting. i appreciate that.